Trying to be happy - My first post

"Trying to be happy".. I am jus wondering if I have ever wondered in the past about this quote. I never knew that even inside me an actor is sleeping.. May be in future who knows i can write a book on acting or may be i can become a leading star in cinema.. I would say its not that easy. Because people are somewhat guessing that there is a problem inside me. Yes, I do have a problem. Its as if my life road has taken a turn and started moving in an unknown direction. I don like this. But i ve to accept it. Will I be happy in life again? Am searching an answer for this question. Will this become an unanswered question? Or will i get a solution or atleast a way to adjust with what ever is offered to me by GOD.. Many would wonder why is my post so confusing. Its jus because am so confused myself.. A search for a new friend who can help me come out of this might do some help. I knew that friends never come to me when i search. They do come as a cool breeze blowing in a hot desert. But never know when it ll come.. Don wan to confuse more.. Shall stop it here..